I am resigning from the ETF2L Admin Team with immediate effect.
I’m sure this post will bring about many happy cheers from the bandwagon groups in the community and good for you. You should be immensely satisfied that 7 months of abuse can push someone so far away from being enthusiastic about a gaming league and wanting to help it to be a fantastic place to play.
When Kop asked me to join him as a head admin 7 months ago, I was both excited about the role and also a little nervous at the prospect of becoming the new scapegoat for every single decision that someone didn’t like. Whilst the majority of comments have always been lighthearted and those who have made them have usually apologised about them in private, it’s quite disgusting to read death threats and unbelievably poor and misinformed comments on a daily basis.
The events over the last two days have certainly not helped. My comments about AFS were partly out of the frustration that the last 7 months have presented, but also due to the fact that we arranged a competition for the summer to appease people who desperately wanted to play a game and it still went wrong/turned into shit. I apologise to the other Admins for making those comments, they were not particularly well thought out in their posting.
I stand by the fact that running a full league season over the summer would’ve been the most ridiculous idea that we could have put into motion. Having around a third of the teams not entering because of the summer would’ve harmed the game. Teams like Power gaming having to play Season 9 in Division 2 because they no longer had a spot in Division 1 would be insane and lead to yet more people whining about TF2 and the way ETF2L is run.
With more time and less pressure on us to announce a competition, I think we’d have come up with something far more enjoyable for every single player in the community. I hope you can all remember that as a 3-man Head Admin team, we are all in our relative infancy with ETF2L. It’s a difficult community to manage at the best of times and it’s quite disheartening to see that there are many people who find it difficult to ever use words of praise about the league, or even their fellow community members. Is it so hard to look at something objectively in your lives sometimes?
I also stand by my comments with regards to ‘Brafflegate’ (as you have affectionately started to call it). I did not delete an account of any player during my time as a Head Admin in ETF2L. I was not even aware that there was a function to do so until last night, when there was a discussion about the missing account in the Admin channel. I don’t know if it was a bug (seriously unlikely) or if I’m being framed, or what the fuck is going on. All I know is that I didn’t delete an account. I’m extremely disappointed that many people formed the conclusion that I had done this based on zero evidence and absolutely no facts whatsoever. However, you are entitled to your opinion and it wouldn’t be right for you to not be able to express these opinions.
I’d like to say thankyou for the opportunity to be part of something great like ETF2L. It has been an absolute pleasure to work alongside every single Admin that has ever been part of the team. There are some incredible people involved with the league and I only hope that they can be praised for their continued efforts and support that they give. I don’t know of many other communities where people give up the sheer amount of time that they do to run a league. As an example, every Monday, the Admin team spend 5-6 hours (sometimes more), arranging all the default dates, which occur when teams cannot be bothered to find a suitable date for their match. If you really want to help the Admins, why not arrange your games a little better and save them some time to work on something important? There are so many better things that the Admins could accomplish instead of tediously adding default dates over and over.
Finally, I hold absolutely zero grudges towards anyone in this community and never have done. People such as kaidus and swifty, both of you have continually tormented me, I don’t hate you. I realise that the position I have been in makes me a very easy target and I respect every comment you’ve made, right or wrong. I hope that one day, some of you will realise that I was just someone who enjoyed the same game as you, who wanted to make a difference and help a league to grow. It’s unfortunate that the dream was crushed in the manner it was, but I’m not angry or bitter about it.
I hope that any of you who still have bad feelings towards me will have the heart to actually talk to me face-to-face at i40, whereby you will have the opportunity to actually form a real opinion of me. I know that I’m not a bad person and I hope that you will be able to see that. If not, no hard feelings.
I wish everyone in the community, all of the players, all of the teams and most importantly every single Admin, the very best of luck with ETF2L in the future. I’m sure that together you can achieve fantastic things. I’m sorry that I can’t be part of it.
Thankyou for reading and all the best to every single one of you x
Matt ‘D2M’ Davies